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Oh god, I can't believe how stupid I am. Yet AGAIN.

Totally no mood to study now. And I still have like 200 pages to go.

*cries*

PMS is probably playing a part here.

ARGHHH!

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Sorry that I haven't been updating my blog for sooooo long! Having exam blues. Sigh. I think I'm really old liao, can't seem to study as well as I did like...ermmm...a few months ago? Haha. Anyway, I passed Module 1A on my first try yesterday! YAY!!! Next up will be Module 5 which I heard is much easier than Module 1A (phew!).

2 more weeks to my first day of work. I'm excited and scared at the same time. Hope I'll enjoy what I do. This has afterall been my ambition since Sec 3. Haha.

I took a break from studying and met up for dinner with Ann, Yun and Chevy/Shiver last Sat.



MUAHAHAHA, the ice-cream (named 'Massive Attack') was bigger than Chevy's face! The chocolate ice-cream on top was nice, but not the whip cream and drain-water-like substance underneath which constitutes a major part of the whole.....thing. *pukes*



And Yun managed to tie a knot with the cherry stalk using her tongue! She must be a great kisser! *muacks*

Btw, I'm so crazy about Melody and Kuromi. Ask the 3 of them and they will know. Haha. I saw 1 Melody-Kuromi X'mas ornament at Novena Square (Is that the name of the shopping mall???) and it's superrr cute! Gonna go get it soon. *grins*

Meeting up with the Gang from school tomorrow. Will update again with pics. Til then! Lovelove.

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OH NO! Our marketplace caught fire!!!









pics credit to vinn at www.hardwarezone.com

There goes my favourite hawker centre. I have been patronising the stalls there since I was born. *sobsob*

Byebye wonton mee, byebye chicken rice, byebye duck rice, byebye pork porridge, byebye fried oyster, byebye strawberry-lychee dessert.

*WAILS OUT LOUD*

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It's been a long time since I posted pictures on my blog. You guys must be bored to death hearing my complaints all these while. Haha. So I'll be posting my long-overdued pictures today!!!

Oh btw, I've found a job!!! After being fussy for so many weeks, I've finally found one that I really wanted! (: The pay isn't very good but the things that matter most to me now are career progression and interest. (: Money can wait since I have a whole lifetime ahead of me to earn them. I just need to gain the relevant work experience first.

So now, PICTURES!!!



Chloe and I at the Lime Flea Market. (:

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And my beloveds from Shanghai came to town last week!!! 

My cousin and I met them on Wednesday for some Italian food at Bonta and then headed down to Altivo @ Mt. Faber for some drinks!





Altivo was super nice! 

And I'm definitely an alcoholic. I started with a glass of white wine at Bonta, then another glass of white wine, and ended off with a glass of red wine before leaving for Altivo. At Altivo, I had a lychee martini which I finished in like 15 mins (haha). Then I ordered a glass of seabreeze. I just can't seem to stop once I start drinking. *slurp*

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Then it was the big family reunion @ Peach Garden on Friday!




...During dinner...




...After dinner...

Then it was off to Clarke Quay!

Went to the newly-opened LUNAR first and it was oh-so-boring. Totally like Dragonfly with the live band singing chinese songs and all. The only difference is the very porno-like paintings on their ceilings (all of Asian girls to complement the Asian theme) and their more 'sophisticated' stage with the fire and confetti etc.

Then, it was time for MOS!





It was like free flow drinks all night. Haha.

Then GQ, Deqi and I went to Thomson for some Ba Chor Mee after that. Had a pretty long chat until 5+am. (: If only I have a car. I'll be asking friends out for supper every night loh! Sometimes, it's nice to just sit down, eat and chat all night long. (Hinthint: Heng...fix a day for our chat-til-sunrise session!!!)

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Jiayue + Lina + Cousin + Me went to Night Safari on Wednesday night just this week! Jiayue and Lina are our manicurists! *grins* I love all the animals so much.



Just a group photo. With their 'No Flash' policy, the place is basically too dark to take any photos. Wait til I go to the zoo then I will take lots of pictures ok? (: The famous hokkien mee at AMK Ave 10 was a really satisfying supper for us after 'hiking' around Night Safari the whole night.

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Dinner at Newton Food Centre with Bing & Co yesterday!







Dinner was super filling. And we had fun taking pictures with Yee How's mahjong bracelet. Hahaha.

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More activities and meet-ups coming up next week!

Also, I just joined Facebook (the-super-duper-innest-thing-right-now)! But it's super confusing. Very difficult to play leh. Can someone teach me please?

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I typed and re-typed this entry so many times. And then I decided not to blog about it anymore. Just look at the title of my entry for the general idea.

I'm having a hard time explaining things these days. Super irritated. Like I said before, I have lost the ability to express myself. Or perhaps some things are better left unsaid and I knew it in my heart.

Just don't be a paranoid and think that I'm referring to you. Because I'm NOT. Please do not think too highly of yourself.

My head is getting so big from my own secrets + other people's secrets. I'm a secrets-keeper and I enjoy being one. *laughs at myself*

My toughest interview (or so I think) is coming up next week. Wish me luck! (:

And I feel nauseated these days. Stupid weather. I hate it.

Pictures to post, will blog again later after I've done all my stuff and if I feel like it.

Laters!

p/s: Special thanks to some friends - Angeline, Heng, GQ and Deqi. You may not know why I'm thanking you, but you made me feel that you really understand. *hugs*

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Been really busy these days. No kidding.

Busy prowling for jobs everywhere. Busy accepting job interviews. Busy rejecting job interviews. Busy answering phone calls from job agencies/FIs early in the morning (disrupting my sleep but it's okay since it's for the sake of my future). Busy rushing back and forth CBD area every 2 days or so. And now, I don't even know what I really want anymore. Should I still be so fussy? Or should I just take any job that comes my way? Although it has only been 3 weeks, job-hunting is already starting to take its toil on me. What if I'm still unemployed by the end of the year? ): But I'm determined to maintain my optimism! JIAYOU! *grins*

I managed to meet up with my loved ones from LV on Wed. It's good to take some time off just to catch up with friends. (: Chevy/Shiver, The Eccentric, is still as cute and vain as ever, although he seems tired out from all his school work. Poor thing. Angeline's culinary skills is improving rapidly, or so I heard...haha. I want to try! (: And Yun *ahem* has a bright future ahead of her! *winks* The 4 of us had loads of fun gossiping and talking nonsense as always. (: BUT WE FORGOT TO TAKE PICS AGAIN! ): So we must meet up soon again ya! Heehee.

Although I'm usually dead tired by the time I reach home, I still found some time to watch my dramas/movies. This ultimate 'me-time' is what I enjoyed most these days. (: And I realised that I've gradually developed a taste for films relating to contemporary life and emotions. Which is probably the result of reading too many Murakami-novels. Haha. Anyway, I love Rumor Has it, The Break Up, Elizabethtown etc etc etc. They forcibly push you out from the world of fantasy and inject a dose of reality into your head. This might also be the reason why I like the couple (Choi Han Sung & Han Yoo Ju) in Coffee Prince, the Korean Drama, so much. One really needs to accept the modernisation of our society.

SIGH. I'm feeling so lost in all directions, some of which I'm not convenient to tell. But I believe everything will work out just fine. (: I just hope that the 'fine' time will come sooner.

Lime Flea Market @ *Scape!
(Behind Orchard Cineleisure)
22nd September 2007
Saturday
1pm - 7pm

I'll be there selling brand new apparels! So come on down and visit me okay! (:
Lovelove!

p/s: Online shop opening soon too! Yipeeeeeee! (:

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It's been awhile since I last blogged. And I have so many things to tell. But yet, I've like lost the ability to express myself in words. BAH!

Anyway, I've been super busy this week and most probably the coming weeks too. Busy sending out my resume to friends who are already working in the industry, busy playing mahjong (super down on mahjong luck, please don't jio me for any mj sessions), busy watching movies (lots of good movies recently!), busy getting lost in the maze of life, busy planning 'things' etc etc etc.

And I feel like I'm going through my teenage years all over again. Being stuck in between 'still young' and 'all grown-up' does not feel good.

On a different note, everyone knows I love Melody right? Now I'm also super obsessed with Kuromi!!! I MUST buy myself a set of Melody & Kuromi softtoys!!! I also want Kuromi's hp accessories, pouches and notebooks!!! (Better if they come in a set with Melody too!) I want to collect all their products!!! Anyone feeling generous lately? Heehee.



I love them soooooooooooo muchieeeeeeeee!!!

p/s: gonna blog about bags soon, have already decided on the bag I want to get for the next CNY! Yipeeee! But I need to find a job soon in order for that to happen. ):

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This is at the request of Bing who is currently forsaking her work and blogging enthusiastically. HAHA.

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Have been hanging out at places recently and it was L-O-V-E! (:






HK Cafe, the prata house near NUS and Breko!

And...although boliao...but...








Narcissism overloaded. Muahahaha!

Lovessss! XOXO

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I'm sadder.

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Had a conversation with someone yesterday. And I was sad.

Had another conversation with another someone today. And I was sadder.

So everything is true then. There's no way out of it. SIGH.

There goes all the effort I've put in.

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Results out today.

I've graduated with 2nd upper class honours. (:

I'm happy. (:

And (I think) everyone's proud of me. (:

But I can't help but feel that my lack of sleep on the night before my IM and FI paper (especially IM) is the cause of the unsatisfactory results. (I scored best for the paper that I've had the most sleep the previous night. That says something isn't it?)

I chose the wrong question to answer for IM thus resulting in me not being able to score a 1st class for it. I remember feeling groggy all thru the paper. ):

FI paper is like shit. And I knew I won't score well for it. But I think I can definitely score better if I've had enough sleep. ):

Not that the 2 results can change my class of honours, but still... I feel indignant.

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1 blow.

2 blows.

3 blows.

Bang Bang Bang!

And so, I think I'm dead.

In the heart, and in the head.